Counting down to the end of the year or the start of the new year..

So... 2004 is coming to an end.. What have you done so far? What have you achieved? What have you gained? What have you lost? What have you to regret? Most importantly, what/where/how/who do you see yourself in 1 year's time, 2 years' time... 5 years' time? At 24.. at with an estimated 80 yrs old expectancy... I have 'wasted' more than 1/4 of my life.. another 1/4 would be spent in my old age... this next 20 yrs would be like the 'Time' of my life perhaps... Funny thing is I have been asking my best buddies this question.. but I can't seem to be able to answer it myself... My life just seemed so routine.. so mundane... every next day seems so aimless, objectiveless, pointless... it seems like what I have built up over the past 11 months are crumbling over... it seems all were not worthwhile... 'I want to run.. I want to hide.. I want to tear down the walls that hold me inside...' Suggestions anyone? Let's see if I can make a difference within the next 26 days... perhaps 2005 would be the turning point in my life.... perhaps perhaps....

Later...